Post by Annie on Nov 7, 2012 22:15:42 GMT -6
Name: Kamala
Gender: female
Age: 6 years
Breed: Nokota X Kiger Mustang X Appaloosa
Height: 16.1
Colour: Dunalino Roan Frame Overo with Reverse Leopard Blanket
Coat Genetics: ee/Aa/nCr/Dd/nZ/Rr/nO/nSb/LP/lp
Eyes: Grey
Picture: click!
Personality: Kamala is a mixture of things. She's an expert at acting so no one really knows that the real Kamala is like. She comes off first as carefree and relatively friendly. She looks very young in physique, easily mistaken for as a young filly, and thus tends to act like one at times. She can be playful and shy like a young inexperienced filly should be. She's reserved though, liking to simply watch and observe if she doesn't have to act upon something. She's a mover though, she doesn't stand still for very long. It's more of an OCD thing that she should keep moving rather than her having pent up energy. She likes to lead other to believe she's happy and of a simple mind, easy to please. Kamala can be quite judgmental; she often makes a few notes about someone when she first meets them and sticks to those views quite well. She isn't a push over though. She won't be bossed around or dominated unless you prove to her that you are worth following.
Kamala is easy to over look despite her obviously striking and unforgetable coat. She doesn't make an effort to draw attention to herself. She doesn't need nearly as much sleep or food as other horses, because of her mustang breeds, but also because of her refined breeding so she's often off by herself away from the herd doing who knows what. She was bred specifically for her herd's dark purposes. They wanted a warrior who could go days without stopping and they got one. Despite her happy appearance, there is a shadow in her eyes and emptiness in her ways she hides rather well, except for the occasional slip up.
Deep down, Kamala is a tortured soul, for beneath the facade of a happy easy going girl is someone haunted by her past. Her past mistakes, what her eyes have seen, and also what she has par-taken in have aged her farther than most ten year old horses have aged naturally. Inside her mind, she's much more mature than her years. She finds comfort from her past in the way she acts. She's a much deeper character than one gives her credit for. She'd rather shoulder her own blame and faults, as well as others, before letting someone help her. She refuses to even think that she may need help with anything. She views herself as weak if she asks or even accepts help. She likes push forward and forget about anything she doesn't wish to talk about. In a bad sense of forgetting, to the point where her brain often really does forget the experience.
But of course, that is not all. Everyone knows that a traumatic past is hard to escape without permanent scars, real ones and mental ones.
If someone is a very observant individual, and after a long time of watching Kamala closely, they can see there is something dark hidden inside. Of course, it only shows up when Kamala is off on her own doing God knows what, as she's pretty good as disappearing. But if you catch her at the right moments, you can see the frail stability in her eyes. At times Kamala seems to go catatonic, simply tuning the world out. Sometimes she may just stand and stare off in the distance for hours on end. At first it seems harmless. She appears relaxed, almost dozing even. But as time passes, her body tenses and her pupils dilate. Her eyes turn glassy and sometimes even cloud and gray out, like she's turning blind. It is important that at this time, Kamala be left alone. For she has fallen into the past, a time of war, blood, rage, and darkness. She'll eventually regain control of her body, and if she sees she is alone, she has no reason to fall into the berserker rage. She'll eventually talk herself down and come out of the trance.
But, if not alone, Kamala is plagued by images of her companion, in the form of another horse, trying desperately to rip her limb from limb and Kamala is overcome by a rage that gets increasingly worse. It starts out as simple animosity, harsh words, maybe a few body signals to warn them off. But the signals turn to mock charges and kicks and bites. Then they escalate even further. Kamala has been known at some points in the past to fight well past the point where her body can function. She's almost killed herself multiple times, because in berserker mode, Kamala forgets all her training and simple throws herself relentlessly at the other.
History: Everything about Kamala's existence was planned. Nothing about Kamala's conception was spontaneous or an act of love. Essentially, Kamala is a scientific experiment, a goal her herd leaders worked towards for years. Everything from her appearance, her youthful, harmless looks, to her attractive coat color, to her body's tendencies to last on so little for so long. Her parentage were selected with the utmost care over vast generations, slowly weeding out the bad genes and applying the better, and she was conceived with the only purpose of being the perfect assassin.
And she became one, physically. They wanted someone who looked completely innocent, an easy person to trust. Someone who was attractive enough to cause vague interest, but not too much. Despite her 'weedy' physique and having grown abnormally, her face always remained soft and open, friendly despite her upbringing. But Kamala had her flaws. She was defiant as a young child, a non-believer of her herd's ways. She was beat into submission and learned quickly not to stand out and do what she was told. The turning point in her defiant attitude came from the time Servaas shoved her into the flames of a brush fire when she defied orders. While the scars are no visible longer unless she willingly displays them (they run like a network of spider veins on her belly), they are still painful and marked her mind for life.
Kamala has escaped her birth herd as of the present and is on the run. She dare not stay in one place too long, Servaas is always looking for her. She hopes that with given time, he will give up his search for her. He was never a patient one. Now that he has the perfect genes already planned out and seen the results through her, he could easily turn around and make another like her, or better the genes even further. She can only hope, pray, and keep moving. Any place is better than that place.
Referred by: DYZZIE!
Gender: female
Age: 6 years
Breed: Nokota X Kiger Mustang X Appaloosa
Height: 16.1
Colour: Dunalino Roan Frame Overo with Reverse Leopard Blanket
Coat Genetics: ee/Aa/nCr/Dd/nZ/Rr/nO/nSb/LP/lp
Eyes: Grey
Picture: click!
Personality: Kamala is a mixture of things. She's an expert at acting so no one really knows that the real Kamala is like. She comes off first as carefree and relatively friendly. She looks very young in physique, easily mistaken for as a young filly, and thus tends to act like one at times. She can be playful and shy like a young inexperienced filly should be. She's reserved though, liking to simply watch and observe if she doesn't have to act upon something. She's a mover though, she doesn't stand still for very long. It's more of an OCD thing that she should keep moving rather than her having pent up energy. She likes to lead other to believe she's happy and of a simple mind, easy to please. Kamala can be quite judgmental; she often makes a few notes about someone when she first meets them and sticks to those views quite well. She isn't a push over though. She won't be bossed around or dominated unless you prove to her that you are worth following.
Kamala is easy to over look despite her obviously striking and unforgetable coat. She doesn't make an effort to draw attention to herself. She doesn't need nearly as much sleep or food as other horses, because of her mustang breeds, but also because of her refined breeding so she's often off by herself away from the herd doing who knows what. She was bred specifically for her herd's dark purposes. They wanted a warrior who could go days without stopping and they got one. Despite her happy appearance, there is a shadow in her eyes and emptiness in her ways she hides rather well, except for the occasional slip up.
Deep down, Kamala is a tortured soul, for beneath the facade of a happy easy going girl is someone haunted by her past. Her past mistakes, what her eyes have seen, and also what she has par-taken in have aged her farther than most ten year old horses have aged naturally. Inside her mind, she's much more mature than her years. She finds comfort from her past in the way she acts. She's a much deeper character than one gives her credit for. She'd rather shoulder her own blame and faults, as well as others, before letting someone help her. She refuses to even think that she may need help with anything. She views herself as weak if she asks or even accepts help. She likes push forward and forget about anything she doesn't wish to talk about. In a bad sense of forgetting, to the point where her brain often really does forget the experience.
But of course, that is not all. Everyone knows that a traumatic past is hard to escape without permanent scars, real ones and mental ones.
If someone is a very observant individual, and after a long time of watching Kamala closely, they can see there is something dark hidden inside. Of course, it only shows up when Kamala is off on her own doing God knows what, as she's pretty good as disappearing. But if you catch her at the right moments, you can see the frail stability in her eyes. At times Kamala seems to go catatonic, simply tuning the world out. Sometimes she may just stand and stare off in the distance for hours on end. At first it seems harmless. She appears relaxed, almost dozing even. But as time passes, her body tenses and her pupils dilate. Her eyes turn glassy and sometimes even cloud and gray out, like she's turning blind. It is important that at this time, Kamala be left alone. For she has fallen into the past, a time of war, blood, rage, and darkness. She'll eventually regain control of her body, and if she sees she is alone, she has no reason to fall into the berserker rage. She'll eventually talk herself down and come out of the trance.
But, if not alone, Kamala is plagued by images of her companion, in the form of another horse, trying desperately to rip her limb from limb and Kamala is overcome by a rage that gets increasingly worse. It starts out as simple animosity, harsh words, maybe a few body signals to warn them off. But the signals turn to mock charges and kicks and bites. Then they escalate even further. Kamala has been known at some points in the past to fight well past the point where her body can function. She's almost killed herself multiple times, because in berserker mode, Kamala forgets all her training and simple throws herself relentlessly at the other.
History: Everything about Kamala's existence was planned. Nothing about Kamala's conception was spontaneous or an act of love. Essentially, Kamala is a scientific experiment, a goal her herd leaders worked towards for years. Everything from her appearance, her youthful, harmless looks, to her attractive coat color, to her body's tendencies to last on so little for so long. Her parentage were selected with the utmost care over vast generations, slowly weeding out the bad genes and applying the better, and she was conceived with the only purpose of being the perfect assassin.
And she became one, physically. They wanted someone who looked completely innocent, an easy person to trust. Someone who was attractive enough to cause vague interest, but not too much. Despite her 'weedy' physique and having grown abnormally, her face always remained soft and open, friendly despite her upbringing. But Kamala had her flaws. She was defiant as a young child, a non-believer of her herd's ways. She was beat into submission and learned quickly not to stand out and do what she was told. The turning point in her defiant attitude came from the time Servaas shoved her into the flames of a brush fire when she defied orders. While the scars are no visible longer unless she willingly displays them (they run like a network of spider veins on her belly), they are still painful and marked her mind for life.
Kamala has escaped her birth herd as of the present and is on the run. She dare not stay in one place too long, Servaas is always looking for her. She hopes that with given time, he will give up his search for her. He was never a patient one. Now that he has the perfect genes already planned out and seen the results through her, he could easily turn around and make another like her, or better the genes even further. She can only hope, pray, and keep moving. Any place is better than that place.
Referred by: DYZZIE!
